Monday, March 30, 2009

not for emma, not forever ago.

go find another lover
to bring a … to string along
with all your lies
you’re still very lovable
i toured the light
so many foreign roads

- bon iver
(thanks for giving me such a good winter)

i'm starting to become more and more convinced that i don't deserve this.
i gave so much. if i wasn't anything, i was a loyal lover.
that's what i am, a lover. i have that capacity, and even after all this heartbreak
i think it still remains. i'm glad that even after you took so much away,
you can't take that away. i'm just relieved. it won't be you.

karma, baby. you get what you give. if you give your most empty, vacant self ; hollow words
thick with idle intoxication...
you'll get it right back.

this is what i will take solace in now.

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